I(22f) just found out my bf(23m) of 4 years has downloaded and probably most definitely used gay dating apps on his phone.
I never found them when he downloaded them, never found any chats.
I checked his purchase history and found that out bc I also found out from him that he made three $40 purchases on an iphone game.
We don’t make enough money to just spend carelessly like that, but that’s a whole other thing. Anyway, the dating apps apparently happened the month before we had our baby and the WEEK AFTER.
I feel very disrespected and disgusted, even if he never went anywhere to meet with anyone. We live together and usually I confront him about stuff like this but lately he just does not even try to explain himself.
I do my best to make him feel comfortable with speaking to me, but it’s always the same. I tell him he can talk to me about anything like this, because it’s something I’m pretty opened about myself.
Though, he always swears he’s straight. I love him to death and I just want to know why, I just want to work on our relationship, but that seems so impossible now.
Anyone have a similar experience?