I had been drinking alone that night, as none of my kakis were free for a drink that night. I had just finished a pint of beer and was suddenly feeling a bit tipsy, but I wasn’t too concerned.
Walked back to my office unknowingly
I decided to take a walk to clear my head and ended up in front of my place of work. I had been working there for a few weeks now, and although I liked the job I couldn’t help but feel a little restless.
As I stood there, I felt a sudden wave of euphoria wash over me. I felt a strange sense of freedom, as if I could do anything I wanted without consequence.
I had never felt this way before, and I found it exhilarating.
Asked my manager to go home with me in my drunken stupor
I decided to go back inside and see if my manager was still there. I knew he was working late, and I thought it would be a good opportunity to chat with him.
When I got to his office, I was shocked to find him still hard at work.
I walked up to his desk, took a deep breath and asked him if he wanted to go home with me. His face turned bright red, and he stammered for a few moments before finally saying no.
He told me he was married and that this was inappropriate behavior. I was embarrassed and ashamed, but I couldn’t deny the feeling of power I had felt just moments before.
I apologized profusely and ran out of his office. I knew I had crossed a line, and I felt like I had let myself down.
I was embarrassed by my boldness as I had just known him for a few weeks and I would not have done that if I was sober.
It is true that I found him attractive and won’t mind ‘doing it’ with him but the timing was a little inappropriate due to me just joining this company.
Went back with him in the end
He came out after finishing his work and saw me still under my office building.
He approached me and told me that it was inappropriate of me to ask him inside his office as the room was being recorded.
He told me that he admired my boldness in asking me and started to come closer to me.
We made out and we eventually got a Grab to the nearest budget hotel and had a good two hours of ‘fun’ together.
This occasion was not a one off, as we had many more adventures throughout my few years working there until he resigned and went on to another company.