Giving birth was excruciating but his presence made the entire process torturous
Just screaming into the void here. I no longer know the man I married. It’s as if my pregnancy changed him. I had hoped by the time I gave birth he would be back to his old self but he’s gotten worse.
I’ve been home for 4 days and I’ve had maybe 2 hours of sleep each night since. Im so exhausted,dirty and emotionally drained.
He argues with me the entire time. He won’t help me in anyway. He complains and whines about everything. He disturbs me, the midwives and nurses while I was giving birth.
He created so much tension and stress, and for no reason at all. He was angry it took long.
He complained I cried too much and was too loud. It got so bad my doctor had him escorted out. He didn’t pick me up, so I had to get a friend to take me home.
I don’t know why he’s so mean and so angry. He wanted this baby and now it’s as if I and the baby are his enemy.
By the time I was visibly pregnant he just started to be an A hole and just never stopped.
I can’t believe that after 7 years of marriage we are done cause I can’t take this. I won’t. I’ve spoken to my parents and they’ll be coming down to help me.
I can’t stay. I can’t take it anymore. As soon as I can walk I’m going back home with them.