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WOMAN HAS IMAGINARY DATES WITH LATE HUSBAND, COOKS FOR HIM & PRETENDS HE’S STILL HERE

I have imaginary dates with my late husband every week

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I just wanted to let this out. Ive never told anyone about this.

Im a 36 year old woman. I lost my husband 11 years ago. When he was still alive, every Saturday night we would go out on date. We started when we were 16, every single week until we were 25 and he was taken from me.

It was really really hard for me. I had more than a few grippy sock vacations. I broke everything in my home out of sadness, fortunately it was after i moved a lot of his things to our bedroom so nothing of his was harmed. I was in grief counseling for 4 years until they finally gave me off to another therapist who i see twice a week. All i ever talk about is how much i miss my husband.

The only thing that brings me happiness is my loyalty to him. Its something im very very proud of. Even though hes gone i still wear my rings and ive stayed 100% faithful to him, and im going to continue to do that for the rest of my life. It makes me happy when i think about it. One day when i see him in heaven ill be able to tell him i stayed faithful to him and im still his wife forever. I have his senior portrait on my bedside, along with his ashes. Its the first and last thing i see everyday.

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One thing that helps me cope with it is kind of weird. I have imaginary date nights with him. I put on his favorite dress, ill put on my makeup and do my hair. I cook one of his favorite meals, I make both of us a plate and i just sit there and eat and i pretend he’s across from me and were eating together. Then i pour both of us a glass of champagne. Ive always hated the taste, and before he passed I was 100% sober my entire life, but it makes me feel like im conntected to him when i drink it. He loved champagne. Ill pretend hes drinking it too and we’ll get a little tipsy together

Then the next morning i wake up and i clean everything up. I clean up his food that obviously was never touched and his full glass of champagne and i go about my day.

I know it seems crazy, but its something that brings me joy. It makes me happy.

And please dont try to convince me to not stay loyal to my husband. Staying loyal to him brings me true happiness and if you have a problem with that please just keep that to yourself.

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