The reason I’m writing this is that I’m unsure of how to approach it with him, but before I get into it, we have been dating for 5 years after meeting in a club in our college some years back, and the reason I’m unsure is because of the subject matter. We’ve argued in the past, and he’s not quick to anger. However, I’m not sure how the subject of what I found that I wasn’t supposed to could make him react., nor how I would even approach it with him. So, I want to ask for advice before I potentially do
Long story short, he has a laptop, and I do too. We live together, and he’s used mine many times. I’ve used him before too, and he’s never been shy about it whenever I asked. However, when I asked if I could use it recently, he told me that I could which led to what I found.
A lot of his search prompts were of him googling “contortion/contortionists” in different searches, and when I went into the history, I found a lot of links to videos/Instagrams that seemed like regular training/sports pages. But, mixed in-between those were sexual terms/positions regarding contortion, and a few of the Instagram accounts were of younger athletes too in their teens or seemingly younger.
I was honestly horrified and figured that he forgot to clear his history, and it’s made me not want to get married at all, at the least. And while nothing I saw featured anyone not wearing clothes, some were more clothed than others and seemed to walk a thin line from what I remember. While I’m not sure if that’s enough/anything to report given that they’re clothed (unless someone tells me otherwise because I’m unsure), I’m leaning towards going up to my parent’s and telling him that I don’t want to get married, and I don’t even know how I’d even try to address something like that with him unless anyone has done so and would be open to sharing advice.
I just want to ask how I should proceed at this point and if there’s anything I should add to what I’m thinking
Edit: I found it very disturbing because of some of the terms he was searching such as “sexy kid contortionists” or even mixed in with sexy position something in-between some PH searches too
TL;DR: My fiance seemingly forgot to clear his search history which led to me finding a lot of stuff that horrified me, and I don’t want to get married anymore at the least