I remember when my relationship with my boyfriend was full of passion and excitement. We were always finding new ways to express our love for each other.
We would go on romantic dates, write each other love letters, and even talk about our future together. But lately, it feels like that has all changed.
Felt like we are just FWB because of our work schedule
Our relationship now consists of nothing more than hookups, we will meet for 2 hours or so once a week just to have s- and nothing more. We never seem to have the time to pursue anything else, as our lives have become so busy.
He’s always busy with work, and I’m also kind of busy with my work though I have more free time than him. It’s like we’ve become nothing more than just friends with benefits.
I tried to talk to my boyfriend about it, but he just brushed me off. He said he was too busy to focus on our relationship, but I knew he was just avoiding the conversation.
I wanted to ask him if he was still interested in being with me, but I was too scared of the answer. I didn’t want to hear him say that he wasn’t interested in me anymore.
I started to feel like I was nothing more than a convenient hookup for him. I felt like he was just using me for s- and then forgetting about me the rest of the time. It was so heartbreaking to think that this was the only thing he wanted from me.
But what could I do? I felt like I had no control over my own relationship and that I was being taken advantage of.
My heart was heavy with sadness and I was feeling more and more lonely. I wanted to feel loved and appreciated, but instead, I felt like nothing more than a s- toy for him.
I felt so powerless and I had no idea how to make him see that I wanted more.
So, I decided to break it off with him. I wanted to be with someone who saw me as more than just a convenient hookup. I wanted to be with someone who wanted to spend time with me and make me feel loved and appreciated.
I wanted someone who would make me feel like I was the only person in the world.
But as I walked away, I couldn’t help but feel a wave of sadness come over me. I was so disappointed in how things had ended up.
I had hoped for a different outcome, but it seemed like it just wasn’t meant to be.