I(38F) first time with my(38M) boyfriend was not what I was expecting.
I (38F) and my (38M) long distance boyfriend met about a year and 2 month ago on a online dating site. First time ever texting we spent all night till early morning hours talking about life and a little bit of flirting but nothing obscene, and since that night we never stopped talking.
Things started to get very real after four months when we said the ILY. Then came the next level texting, we would touch ourselves while texting each other and it was better than any s-x Ive ever had, never felt that connected with someone before, it was addicting to be honest.
We both have kids with a busy lifestyle and work so it was hard to find the time to meet him. It got to a point that we both couldn’t take it anymore and he finally booked his flight and we finally met a week ago, everything was great he’s an amazing guy we are very attracted to each other.
The time we had was nearly perfect the guy is perfect in my eyes, the conversations we had was even better than the ones we had over the phone, kiss was great, foreplay was out of this world, but when it come down to the actual f-ng (the ins and out) part i was a little disappointed.
He was hard the whole time but when he would get inside of me he would lose his hard on, we would always finish each other thought, and every time he was very apologetic, Saying that never happened with him.
We are both very attractive individuals, we f multiple times a day for the 5 days he was here. But I never had this happened with me before. I just don’t know what to think. What would you do in a situation like this?
EDIT: I was so full of emotions, nervous, the anticipation that I didn’t even realized that he was probably going through the same.
For the ones that mentioned they don’t understand LDR, and how can you say I love you to someone you never met in person, I won’t explain to you how that’s possible because it’s impossible to describe, all I can say is that it is the most beautiful pure thing and I hope someday one of you can have that experience if you get the chance.