I slapped my BF after I told him to stop making jokes about my father’s death, what should I do?
Me (F23) and my BF (M22) were having a joke. He was doing the dishes while I was cleaning the photos on the wall.
I was wiping the dust from my father’s photo who passed away 14 months ago from a sudden heart attack at the age of 52.
While I was telling him about his time in the army, he made jokes about his death.
At first, I told him that while I like dark humour, I would rather that he doesn’t make jokes about his death. He ignored my request and told me some joke about my father’s ashes in an ashtray.
I was pissed off at this point. I slapped him and grabbed him throat while saying that if he says anything about him, I will end him.
After he nodded, I released my grip and apologized suddenly while shaking out of emotions. He said it was fine and got into his car and drove off to perhaps his parents home.
I am still shaking now and I have already gone through a pack of cigarettes in an hour due to stress and anxiety.
We have been going out for 2 years now and he attended my father’s funeral. I honestly feel like shit and I would do anything for him to forgive me and to come back.