i found out my friends had a group chat where they chat shit about me
i have (had) a group of friends and they were genuinely some of the nicest, funniest, and most entertaining people to be around and last night i found out they had a group chat without me which started because a bunch of them thought i was annoying.
i think everyone is entitled to their own opinion and i don’t think anyone has to like me but i think that if they don’t they should make it clear to me that they have a problem with me.
a lot of them still talked to me like we were really good friends for months. they would respond to my stories, say me and my bf were cute, tell me their own secrets and act like we were friends but now it’s all been thrown away and i feel so shitty because it’s not the first time this kind of thing has happened to me and i don’t think it’s that everyone i meet is a horrible person- it can’t be, but i think i am the problem.
i dont know what i did to them because i was nothing but nice to them and i try to be nothing but nice to people but clearly there’s something in me which makes people dislike me. i’ve been thinking about it all night because i just can’t understand why. (please don’t use this in those stupid gameplay videos on tiktok)