A man shared a story of himself for having low self-esteem on NUSWhisper Facebook group.
According to him, he has never had a girlfriend all his life and he wishes to find someone that he can relate with instead of feeling lonely. However, he does not have anyone in mind now and what makes it worse is that he has been telling himself that he is a piece of sh*t.
He then shared one of his experience back in his schooling days when he literally has requested to transfer school because he was rejected by a girl.
Full Story Here:
“I (25M) have been single for all of my life now and i would really, really like to change that. I mean, my life is ok as it is right now, but friends and family can only fill the void to some extent; I deeply crave intimacy with another human being, and the idea of having a soul mate who loves me can probably make me go to bed smiling, not crying from time to time because of how cold I was feeling inside.
The problem is that I’m neither having a crush on anyone at the moment nor being prepared for any kind of relationship. I do not know why I’m constantly telling myself that im a piece of shit and whoever ends up with me will feel so much sadness that they will wish for my disappearance. It got to the point where I rejected one of my classmate in such a terrible fashion that I had to transfer to another school due to guilt trip during my senior high years. I don’t even want to talk to my parents about this, since it might be a nuisance to them. Does anyone have a solution for this, aside from going to the therapist, talk to my parents or antidepressants?”
