Sometimes I feel forced to have intercourse with my gf. I’m so just tired of my gf begging me to have sleep with her or feeling forced to do it with her.
I don’t even know how to put that in a better way.
I didn’t think it would be so bad until we started living together. It’s not that I don’t want to do it with her at all, I just need a break sometimes and I’m just tired.
But she doesn’t take no as an answer even when I try to explain why. Even when she does try to sympathize with me I always end up sleeping with her anyways because she explains how she feels or sometimes I feel like she’ll break up with me if I don’t do it with her.
I felt like she was gonna try and do it today and she did. She promised we were gonna go straight to sleep after we got home today and then she tried to get intimate with me.
I told her that I just wanted to go to sleep
I had a whole breakdown over this in the bathroom and I feel so embarrassed for myself. I just feel used and tired. Not of her- just the situations.