So recently I started seeing this guy I have a huge crush on. He likes me back, or at least he did up until this point.
Earlier today we went on a lunch date at a restaurant. Afterwards, we walked to the park together, where we just sat and chilled.
As we were having a great convo, I had to go to the bathroom, but I held it in because I assumed there would not be a bathroom nearby and I could make it until I got home.
However, as time went on, I realized I couldn’t hold it in any longer, so I asserted that I needed to use the bathroom. I checked for the nearest bathroom on my phone, which was close enough, but he offered to go with me, since it was a little ways out.
As you can imagine, this stressed me out, but I couldn’t reject his offer. So we started walking (and I did so at an embarrassingly brisk pace while wearing heels, which were killing my feet).
Unfortunately for me, he was quite close to me, and within about 7 mins of walking, I felt I could no longer hold it in. I told myself that I could make it, and that I couldn’t embarrass myself any more, especially because I only needed about 3 more mins until I made it to the bathroom.
To my demise, however, as my date was walking right next to me, I let out a shart in front of him. My heart sunk into my stomach as my date just made an involuntary expression of disgust.
Quickly, he tried to compose himself, but I sharted again. I wanted to cry and run off, but he reaffirmed me that everything is ok and that accidents happen.
I just told him that I needed to go home and he said that he understands and we parted ways. He texted me if I got home but hasn’t texted me since then.
I literally can’t face him anymore and the amount of embarrassment I went through feels intolerable.
Please help me.