Suspected outrage of modesty
Some time ago, I went cycling with a male friend and we ended up at a park for drinks and chit chat.
However, I overdosed on alcohol and got drunk. It was a weekday night and it was very quiet at the area where we had drinks.
I couldn’t remember anything that happened after I got intoxicated that very night. The next morning, I woke up at the same bench that we sat drenched and had a terrible hangover the whole day.
The male friend had tried to wake me up by splashing water onto me but I just slept through and couldn’t wake up.
Then, he left me alone few hours before dawn as he needed to rush home. This male friend continued to check in on me via messaging while I’m in a drunken state.
He is married while I’m single. We’ve been drinking after cycling together for a few years like normal friends and nothing happen between us before this incident.
Ever since this had happened, I’ve been having flashbacks for a few weeks. The flashbacks are vague images of him touching my chest without undressing me while I’m drunk.
I felt terrible each time this flashback appear. I’ve no one to talk to about this incident and I couldn’t verify or confirm if he had actually done it.
I suspect he had outraged my modesty but there’s no evidence to prove that as there’re nobody around and no security cameras in the park.
We’re still friends and it’s as though nothing has happened. But I still have the same flashback from time to time.
I’m at a lost. Could this be true? What should I do?