o I’m just gonna say it! I haven’t told anyone this because I feel really guilty about it and I hate myself for agreeing to it 🙂
My bf has been asking me whether we could roleplay as one of our friends for some time now and I didn’t really want to do it but after a while I eventually agreed because I didn’t want to make him unhappy, even though I know if I outright said no he would accept it but he kept asking and I just didn’t want to let him down
So I role played as one of my friends in bed and I felt so dirty and guilty while doing it and he just kept saying her name while doing it with me and he was so loving while doing it with “me” as well and I just wanted to cry haha
After we finished, he suggested we roleplay as another friend the next time and I agreed again and I really hate myself for it!
My friends don’t know this and I just feel so guilty and I don’t know what to do and I’ve just been thinking whether he really wants to be with me or if he wants to see other ppl and whether this is considered cheating…. Idk technically he’s sleeping with me but he’s thinking of other girls and I let him hahah I’m kinda pathetic!!
But yeah I just want to know what you guys would do in this situation and whether this is considered cheating or not because I’m really confused…