Met this guy from a dating app and we’ve been talking for a few months and meeting up quite a few times as well. We text on a daily basis and I can feel that he likes me too. Everything is great so far but recently something about him is low-key bothering me.
First is his lengthy past relationship (>5yrs) that makes me feel like I’m picking up someone else’s unwanted dump. Like he just gave most of her 20’s to a girl who eventually dumped him, I felt like he’s a leftover for me. Second is that he is nothing more than three inches. (if u know what I mean).
But I feel so depressed right now. I feel like my bf has been toying with me for the past six months.
I gave in to having unprotected sex with him and ended up missing my period. The first thing he said when he knew I missed my period as we will need a lot of money if you are going for an abortion. I was so hurt by what he said. I get that we are still studying and don’t have that much money.
It really looks like he is just using me for sex and nothing else. We broke up few weeks later with him deciding to mia on me.
I don’t know what wrong have I done to deserve this. I guess the only good thing was I didn’t end up being pregnant, but he returns later after finding out that I did not have a baby.
And I find it so difficult to trust anyone now.