(27m) I lost my virginity last night and gave her a bloody nose. I haven’t talked to her since.
I’m really bad with women and the more attractive a woman is the more of a sweaty mess I become. I finally met a girl who was attracted to me. I couldn’t believe it.
We went on a couple dates and surprisingly she didn’t run away. She wanted to have a Netflix movie night for our date last night at my place.
She was acting really flirty and halfway during the movie she started making out with me. By the way before I met this girl I hadn’t ever kissed a girl, held hands with a girl or been touched by a girl in any sort of romantic way.
I was really nervous when she started undoing my pants but I kept going. We ended up making out and she asked if I had a condom.
I had in fact bought some just in case so I got one and awkwardly managed to put it on. Well we got to it and I put it in her. It felt amazing. I did a few thrusts and it only felt better.
I kept going and…I came. In less than 15 seconds. While I came I tried to recover by leaning in to kiss her but I did it too fast and right as she moved and headbutted her in the nose which of course started bleeding.
She yelled out I panicked and apologized profusely honestly trying not to cry. She got dressed with her nose plugged with tissues and said it was fine but she wanted to go home. So she did.
I’m not going to lie I spent most of the night crying last night. I sent her a text apologizing but I have not heard anything back as if right now.
I really messed this up. I doubt I’ll ever see her again. I can’t believe what a loser I am. I’ve spent all morning miserable. I didn’t go to work today. I really like her so this really hurts.