Some years ago one of my best friends introduced me to one of her own best friends. I don’t want to say I fell in love with this girl because that feels creepy on my end (only interacted with her for like an hour before going to a concert with my friend) but I did develop this massive crush out of nowhere.
She is smart, she is kind, she is cool, she is funny and she is absolutely gorgeous. Then covid hit and I haven’t seen her (or my own bestie) since then.
BUT IN MY DREAMS?
This had never happened to me and it’s honestly embarrassing. “We” (as in: me and the image of her my brain created for its own delusions) have developed a beautiful relationship in dreamland.
We’ve been to the beach. We’ve gone skiing. We’ve had dinner and gone dancing after. We’ve been roommates. We’ve been neighbors. We’ve been colleagues. We’ve driven on long road trips and rode planes to the other side of the world.
I’m positive I, at some point, dreamt of our wedding’s reception and even our life as elders caring for each other. I don’t know this way of life.
I feel like it’s a tad creepy, but my dumb damn mind refuses to let go of it. And that’s the sweetest pain (and cringe) I’ve ever put myself through, lol.
It’s very strange because I often feel like I miss her when I’m awake. Only thing is I don’t really know her. I wish I did, but now I’m to embarrassed to try.
My friend gave her my number after I (innocently) shared this bs with her for some laughs and she’s been trying to make us a thing, but can you imagine?
You talked to this creep for like an hour two years ago and turns out he got low-key obsessed. I’d block me, haha.