Sharing this story of mine as it is something that I regretted till date and nothing I do can ever bring back what I lost.
I had been married for about two years and my wife and I were expecting our first child. We had everything planned out and were so excited for the baby to come.
Little did I know, my life was about to change in a drastic way.
The day of the baby’s birth was a happy one for us, and my wife was so full of joy and love.
As soon as the baby was born, however, I made a decision that would haunt me for the rest of my life. I left the hospital and cheated on my wife the very same night.
I was so ashamed of my actions and couldn’t bring myself to tell my wife the truth. Instead, I kept it to myself and pretended nothing had happened.
I thought I could just keep it a secret and that it wouldn’t affect our relationship, but I was wrong.
After a few weeks, my wife realized something was wrong and started asking questions. I could no longer hide the truth and eventually confessed everything to her.
She was devastated and it broke my heart to see the pain and hurt I had caused her.
I left her after confessing my infidelity to her and ran away.
I told her that I am going to Thailand to find new business opportunities and eventually stayed there for 1 year.
I then came back to Singapore secretly with my new ‘opportunities’ which was providing girls to the Siam Dius here but all this time I had not even go back to see my daughter and my wife.
Worse of it was during the time when I was gone, I had left her with all of my debts and people were looking for her just to look for me.
Still she did not want to give up on me and worked hard to support our daughter and also to pay off my debts.
Eventually, she sold our house because we had use our home as a collateral and she was afraid that if the house got repossessed, our daughter and her would have nothing left.
It has been about 18 years since this happened and up till date, my daughter and I have never reconciled.
I don’t think I would ever have the face to acknowledge her.