I was in a relationship with my girlfriend and we had been together for several months.
We were both happy and things were going great. But there was a certain truth which I was hiding from her.
Don’t allow her to take taxi because I watched too much ‘fake’ taxi
Whenever my girlfriend wanted to go somewhere, I would insist that she walks or taking public transportation instead of taking a taxi.
At first, she thought that I was trying to ask her to save money but the truth was, I was worried about something else entirely.
You see, I had been watching a lot of ‘fake taxi’ and for those of you who don’t know, ‘fake taxi’ is a type of adult entertainment where the woman is picked up in a taxi and then seduced or coerced into doing it with the driver.
I knew it was wrong and I felt guilty about it, but I couldn’t help myself. I was addicted and I couldn’t stop watching.
So when my girlfriend wanted to take a taxi, I was worried that something like what I had seen in the show could happen to her.
I was afraid that the driver would be a predator or that she could be taken advantage of in some other way.
I didn’t want anything bad to happen to her, so I insisted that she not take a taxi.
Frustrated my gf afterwards
My girlfriend was frustrated after a while. She didn’t understand why I was being so unreasonable insisting that she not take a taxi.
We had a lot of arguments about it and it put a strain on our relationship.
Told her the truth
After a few months, I finally decided to tell her the truth.
I explained to her my addiction to ‘fake taxi’ and how it was making me paranoid about her taking a taxi.
I told her that I was sorry for not being honest and that I would do my best to get over my addiction. She was understanding and supportive, which was exactly what I needed.
Since then, I have been trying to overcome my addiction and I am proud to say that I have made a lot of progress.
I now try to focus on other things and I have limited the amount of time I spend watching adult films.
I also make sure to talk to my girlfriend about any concerns I may have and I try to be more reasonable when it comes to her taking a taxi.
It has been a difficult process but I am glad that I was honest with my girlfriend. I still have a long way to go in overcoming my addiction, but I am confident that I can do it.
I will continue to be careful and make sure that my girlfriend is safe, no matter how she chooses to get around.