Cuck fantasy is destroying my mental health
I have brought myself into something very, very bad. I was always a very insecure AND jealous person, resulting in thoughts about my crushes dating my friends while talking bad about me behind my back and it aroused me for some reason.
A few years ago I somehow got into the kink of being a cuck and it has gotten so bad that it completely wrecks my psyche now. This probably sounds funny to many of you but this pushes me to the point of total seclusion and deep mental issues.
Is there any way to get rid of it? It’s a nightmare living like this, I’m pushing every possible partner away.
Edit: Forgot to mention that I’m into humiliation as well. That combined with the cuck thing is what makes everything worse. I’m basically into toxic fantasies which takes a toll on my psyche
- Seek therapy. Also: for the love of all you hold holy, stop watching adult videos. It’s rotting your brain.
- A therapist would probably be best but any therapist really would be good at this point. Addiction counseling would also probably be appropriate.
- Many people have had similar problems and have overcome them. You are not alone, even if it feels like you are. As much power you have over yourself to hurt your mental health, you have the same power to help your mental health. Yes, you do. Finding a trained expert (therapist) has never been easier with several online platforms where you don’t even have to leave the house; just hop on Zoom. You have Zoom, right? Just do it. Now. Go ahead. We’re all rooting for you to talk to a therapist.