26F suddenly REALLY attracted to men
It’s like the way teenage boys are obsessed with bewbs but instead, for me, it’s overweight middle aged men who look like they’ve been working outside all day
I never was very attracted to men, I wanted to love and be loved but nothing about men (or women) really attracted me.
I consider myself to be straight. I just never got any feelings of desire or being turned on from looking at someone or anyone.
Now over the last couple months it’s changed completely to the point where it’s getting in the way of my life. I mean everywhere I go I can’t stop getting turned on by random men I see.
The worst is if I drive past a construction site omg. My body is just SCREAMING for it, I want someone’s strong arms on me so badly.
I don’t know if it’s my libido or what. Drives me crazy. It’s nearly 8am and I cant sleep right now cause I’m thinking about men and their deep voices and strong arms and bellies and loudness and the grey hairs in the beards and the dirty hands after work.
I want them to grab me and f- me senseless as I fail to resist because they are too strong, and choke me and pin me against the wall as I give in helplessly.
Is this weird? I don’t know. It’s too bad I know I’m ruined and will never ever be loved so I wish I could go back to not thinking about it
Netizens’ comments
- Hormones are powerful, aren’t they? It’s natural and normal and won’t always be so intrusive. I suggest you explore it, as safely and discreetly as you can!
- Is just hormones, natures way of tricking you into making babies
- On behalf of the overweight, middle-aged men who work outside all day…
- Yeah, your brain is f’ing with you because there is nothing appealing about any of us. Except maybe the tool belts if you have a Batman thing…
- Omg are you ME?!? I’m 25F and i’m feeling these exact same things. When i leave my building, there’s a gym right next door with windows for walls and just want to f the men in there.Â