Basically, I first did it when I was 18. My family was poor and I knew a girl that was in this kind of scene so I asked her to introduce me to some guys and see where it went.
The Guys actually were pretty nice and didn’t force me to do anything I didn’t want to do. The first couple of dates I just had dinner and went back home, but days passed and my family’s situation wasn’t getting any better, so I finally decided to do it.
Moving on with life I decided that, since I didn’t know what else to do, I would continue.
When I found a job in the field that I studied, I stopped with the other job. I was happy, no regrets, but I felt it was time to let the heels rest.
I got married, I found my soulmate who I truly love, and had two amazing sons. My job and my husband’s job let us live a good life until our boys arrived. We were expecting one girl, and a set of male twins came out of me, so life immediately became more expensive.
I gave up my job willingly, even tho my husband opposed it, to take care of my kids. I’m not an old-fashioned woman but I knew from the beginning that I wanted to spend the most time possible with them. My husband worked his ass off, and everything was good until our kids started going to school.
You know, any boy at that age just wants a brand new phone, the brand new console that just came out, and I didn’t want them to think “our friends have it but we don’t”. My husband’s salary was enough to pay for our home, our food, etc., but not for expensive things like two phones, two bikes, etc., so I decided to start working again.
I tried to find a job related to what I studied but that profession was dead at that moment, so I thought “let’s go for the easy money”. I became a prostitute again.
This time around it was better paid than when I first did it, so it wasn’t just easy money, it was MONEY. My husband got a promotion and we were just happy.
One thing that saved me from my family knowing is that I take care of the money in the house. My husband has always said that he works and I take care of the money, so when he comes tired from work he doesn’t wanna hear a single thing about the money or what we should buy or where we should try to save money from.
But, eventually, I told him cause I couldn’t have a good mental state knowing I was not only cheating on my husband but getting paid while doing so.
My sons are older now but, while they study, they still live with us.
The biggest problem is that, around us, the only people that don’t know are my sons. And you will wonder how do other people know? Cause I’ve been hired by my sons’ friends, their friends’ parents, my sons’ teachers, even my husband’s friends have hired me.
I know I should reject them and only stick to unknown people, but the money they pay are hefty, and my husband told me to go for it.
I don’t feel terrible about it, and my husband has told me that our sons probably know about it through their friends, but I don’t want them to hate me when/if they find out.
So yeah, that’s my confession. I needed to get it out of my chest.