So first a little bit of info about me, I’m working as a protitute (no, I am not trying to offfer you my services here or anything at all).
While working, I met with one guy through a friend and we really clicked, like if we was the perfect match. On our first meet we f-ed and it was amazing, he has a really nice D, beautiful face and lovely personality.
We started hanging out more, meeting more often, he knew about my job and didnt care, but I knew he was meeting other girls on the side.
As time went by we were like 2-3 months almost everyday together, I stopped working as much my job and I was more interested into meeting with him, I was literally head over heels in love, but as I come from a poor family and have other reasons in my life I had to keep working.
He was really mad about my job and hated it, since he probably developed feelings he kept getting angry at me about it.
One day he came and asked me to stop this job and become his girlfriend, that he will take care of me. I accepted and we have been together since.
But last months I started realising that I need to depend on him for too much, I dont have any income and I dont have education. The only job I had worked until now was the escorting and now I am living with this man, he is taking care of me but I have no safety net.
I had these old clients which would keep on trying to contact me and one day I just caved in and went for it .. I lied to him that I am going to meet a girl and I cheated on him.
I went and f-ed this guy and one part of me felt great, probably because I am a little bit cheap at heart, but another part of me felt terrible because this guy has been great to me.
He gives me a lot of love and everything is amazing with him. But I cant keep going like this without an income and just depending on him, so I’ve started meeting people on the side again.
I just dont know what to do now, should I just break up with him or keep going?