My dying friend wants me to hook up with him before he passes.
There is a lot to unpack here, but basically my terminally ill friend told me he wants to sleep with me as a dying wish.
As if this isn’t already an extremely bizarre situation, there are a number of factors that complicate things even more.
For starters, he has a girlfriend. They’ve been together since young. I’ve been friends with the guy for about 3 years and he always confided in me about their problems and their relationship isn’t exactly stable. I don’t really know her that well but from what I’ve gathered from mutual friends she’s not very pleasant.
This of course isn’t an excuse or even relevant, as I can’t even imagine what she must be going through since her lifelong boyfriend only has a few months left. I now realize as I’m typing this im just trying to find a way to justify doing it but there really isn’t.
Secondly, I’m a virgin. So even if this guy was single and in great health, it would probably suck for the both of us lol. Don’t get me wrong, the guy is attractive. I’ve had a small crush on him since we met and he recently admitted he liked me too, which is why he asked I’m assuming, but i cant imagine it going well for the first (and well, last) time.
And lastly, well he’s dying. And he’s my friend. I don’t even want to imagine how this would affect me after he’s gone.
To be clear, I know this is an absolute no-go. I’m not considering pity-banging my close friend, this was just a lot to process and needed to get this off my chest.
I’ll miss you a lot.