My husband wanted to watch me to sleep with another woman and I fell in love with her.
My husband Mark and I have been married for almost 4 years now and we dated for over a year before that. I loved Mark. Initially, our intimate life was pretty tame – nothing more than a few different positions and I was okay with that.
During the pandemic lockdowns, Mark wanted to try new things and I was open to that idea. We ordered some toys and started watching adult videos together to spice things up.
One day, he put on a woman-woman movie and I told him that I had a relationship with a woman back in school. It wasn’t very long but it was great.
Mark got obsessed with woman-woman stuff after that. He kept playing related movies and kept asking for details about my relationship with that woman from back in the day. Eventually he told me that he wanted to see me sleep with another woman.
I told him that I didn’t do one-night stands and that I had to get to know the other person. I think my husband was so obsessed with the idea that he agreed without thinking. Mark was okay with me being in a relationship with another woman as long as he got to see us in action. That was when I started losing respect for him.
My gym trainer Sarah was single, so I started talking to her. She was a great person and after a few weeks, I told her about the arrangement with my husband. She was skeptical at first but agreed as long as she got a few private nights with me. I told Mark about this and was hoping would put a stop to it, but he didn’t.
Things slowly spiraled out after that. I started spending a lot of time with Sara. She was a great person and an excellent friend. She introduced me to her friend circle and it was great. Mark knew about all this but didn’t seem to care as long as he got to see us doing it on some nights. At one point, Sara even warned Mark that he was losing me when she thought I was sleeping. This went on for months and recently, I realized that I didn’t love Mark anymore. Sara also started hinting that she wanted a full relationship with me and I think I love her. I definitely want to explore our relationship more.
I’m getting things in order to file for a divorce. I hate that I have to do this but Mark pushed me away with his actions. I warned him that this might happen, but he was so obsessed with his tendencies that he didn’t care. I loved Mark, and I’s so sad and angry with him as I write this.