I recently cheated on my wife with a girl who looks exactly like her. It was a moment of weakness, and I’ve been filled with feelings of guilt and regret ever since.
When I first met the girl who looked like my wife, I was immediately taken aback. She had the same long brown hair and small lipsp, the same curves and facial features. It was like looking into a mirror, like seeing my wife in a parallel universe.
I started to think about what it would be like to be with someone who looks like my wife, but isn’t her. It was an exciting thought, and it quickly became an obsession. I started to spend more and more time with this other girl, until eventually we were seeing each other without my wife knowing.
The whole time I was seeing this other girl, I felt like I was living a double life.
I felt guilty about going behind my wife’s back, but I was also feeling a thrill from the forbidden nature of our relationship. It was like I was getting away with something.
The relationship between the other girl and I lasted for a few months, until I eventually realized I was doing more harm than good. I was cheating on my wife, and I was hurting someone who had done nothing wrong. So I ended things with the other girl, and I tried to put the incident behind me.
But even though the relationship is over, I can’t seem to shake the guilt I feel. I’ve been filled with feelings of shame and regret ever since.
I can’t help but wonder if my wife will ever forgive me, and if she’ll be able to trust me again.
Although it’s been over and my wife never found out, I am contemplating to tell her as I feel guilty. Should I do it anot?