My mom threatens to kill us when she gets angry,
Teachers, other parents and other ppl in general, they would say my mom is a loving, kind, patient gentle person. She is nice when shes not angry, but apparently she gets mad on a daily basis.
And she says all kinds of nasty things like
“one day I’ll put poison in the water jugs and we can all die together”
“u wait, one day ill take the knife and kill u in your sleep”
“Ill set a fire and burn the house”
And about the things she get angry with? When we are watching tv during dinner and we didnt off the tv immediately after she said so
- When my brother cant control his emotions (because he cant he has autism)
- When the table is cleaned after a meal immediately
- When we are doing our homework and the table is messy
- When we dont go to sleep on time
- And of course when i talk back to her
yeah sometimes i cant bear it and i talk back to my mom regarding all the nasty things she says she would start yelling and shouting and say why my attitude so bad, what did she do wrong and all this sort of things.
But when shes good, she all lovey dovey saying what “oh ur brother has learning disabilities and autism, yall must be patient with him” and is just like a nice parent the model parent typeAs if she has forgotten what happened maybe just yesterday.
Which makes everything seem like an illusion.
Like nothing ever happened before.
Maybe this is what happens in all families
Maybe im just ranting here and in the heat of the moment because im angry also
Maybe my mom is just being emotional and would be back to “normal” soon
Maybe my mom was kidding when she said she wanted to kill my brother