I feel shame, embarrassment. So, I am an old virgin (please don’t ask my age).
Anyway, I met someone whom I like and who understood my situation as to why I am a virgin. After a certain argument, he called to reconcile.
I didn’t expect to get intimate, but he initiated we do it. Wanted it to happen, though I was hoping for some more romance. I tried getting intimate, and it didn’t happen.
We started kissing and touching for a little. I think we rushed, like I didn’t get wet. I didn’t feel much turned on, even after he gave me oral (which probably happened within first 5 or 10 minutes).
He thought I was just dry and grabbed a cream and applied it. However, I felt burning right after. He didn’t even penetrate me and I just felt this horrible pain.
It was a medicated cream used for acne that just happened to be around.
Anyway. I was in too much pain. We both felt horrible after. I feel like there’s something wrong with me. He naturally felt rejected and doesn’t want anything to do with me.
After I got home, I still felt burning sensation down there for few hours. What is wrong with me? Has anyone ever experienced this before? Why wasn’t I turned on by oral? Am I doomed to die a virgin?
- So a guy in his 40s thought it was a good idea to put some random cream on your private parts? He is an idiot.
Nothing is wrong with you.
- Yeah, maybe he didn’t think in the moment. Though now he blocked my number. Not that I stalk or call him all the time. I think he is upset and feels played. He said he will not forgive me for this horrible experience 😔
- and as to the cream…. yeah cream with acne medication probably has benzyl peroxide or salicylic acid and that’s never good to put ANYWHERE DOWN THERE! uh, buy lube!!