Hey guys, if you can’t tell, this story is about a siam bu. I went to a Siam pub in town area with friends, we’ve never been to one, so it was kind of like why not.
The two friends who I went with to the club were, let’s say a little more experienced since they’ve actually done the deed unlike myself, so while they seemed calm when we were actually at the siam diu, I was nervous as hell. Like I was darting my eyes back and forth when I saw the girl walking towards us, and I just looked like the perfect example of a guy who’s never gone to a siam diu or never seen a girl.
It was apparent to both the siam bus and my friends, so I ended up being coddled literally and figuratively. Now, this is where I really get into the story.
I stupidly ended up being infatuated with the siam bu from who sat with me since she kind of talked to me more, it seemed like we hit it off, and we talked about the gym, normal life, etc. It was cool although she is so much older than me, but then closing time happened, and this is where I felt like I needed to post it somewhere and kinda talk about this whole situation.
My friends kinda saw us talking and that we were having a good time, so they egged me on a little as she was leaving from talking to us/hugging goodbye, and I tried to ask her for her number, she didn’t hear me when I said her name as she was walking away, and I walked out cause I felt stupid. Then I ended up going back, and the bouncer said no I couldn’t ask her when I came back a minute later, so yea…
Ultimately, I think it was a fun experience, and it was cool to go to a club and enjoy my vacation doing stupid stuff, but it kinda messed with my head. Immediately after, I kind of just felt stupid and embarrassed, something along the lines of, “why did I go and do that,” “this is just her job, I definitely shouldn’t have asked,” and, “why didn’t I just call out louder or ask when we were saying goodbye,” It seems like a funny, stupid story, but I felt really bad because I realized just how much attention from a hot girl influenced me, how much I lack romance in my life, and just how I could’ve been bolder, and at least gotten rejected by the siam bu instead of the bouncer, although if I would’ve been creepy, then hell nah, ty to the bouncer for the kind rejection.
Ultimately, I just want to hear what others think, and how I should move forward from this. My idea is to just forget or think of it as a fun albeit embarrassing story.
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