My crazy neighbor seduced me and Post Nut Clarity saved me
My next door neighbor is very unstable. But she also happens to be pretty cute. She has been making weird advances on me for a while now as she and her man have gone their separate ways.
I have restrained myself for the most part but today I was told some hurtful things said by a former friend so I was feeling low and susceptible. When she asked to come over I said yes.
She came over and asked to use the shower so I put a towel out in the bathroom. When she was done, I walked into my room to give her a shirt to borrow and I turn around and she’s wet and has dropped the towel.
I ask her if she needs anything and she says something lewd, and proceeds to go down on me. I mention that it’s prolly not the best time for this but tbh I didn’t put up that much of a fight.
It’s been a long while since I’ve had any female attention. I ended up coming after about 5-8 min of this. I usually have no issue going several times.
Right after I came, she bends over my bed. At that moment, she looks back and I see it. I saw the crazy in her eyes. Boom: PNC
I saw a glimmer of a misbegotten future with this girl entangled in my life and I was so frightened that I immediately went to the bathroom and when I came out, I said we prolly shouldn’t F and that it was a bad idea and I apologize for wasting her time.
She says it’s the first time she’s ever been rejected by a guy when making the first move. She called me all kinds of things; immature, dumb, smart, insecure, not masculine enough, among others. It was clearly an attempt to elicit a reaction of some kind.
I asked her to leave so I could go to bed and I need to say that I regret even going this far. It was a horrible idea and a big moment of weakness.
I’ve come to the conclusion that I likely need to incorporate some discipline into my therapy. But I just needed to let this out as this has been an ongoing thing and my friends would freak out if they heard this happened.
Any advice for staying strong going forward would be excellent as I am not sure she’s done with me. But I need to be done with her.