Being a girl (F27) that’s good between the sheet, how do you find a partner that actually likes it?
I don’t want to come off as arrogant but since I figured out what intercourse was I became fascinated with it. I experimented with my exes.
I watched a lot of videos… if you know what I mean because I wanted to get better at pleasing men. I read a lot and would practice a lot and I’m really adventurous.. during my experiments I never said no to anything.
Anyways at my big age I’ve become very good at blowing.. to the point my partners don’t really last long… and in bed when we are f-ing it doesn’t last long at all…
it’s been years since I’ve seen actually been satisfied in bed myself like I was when I first started sleeping with men..
sometimes I just wanna crawl in a ball and cry because I’ll meet a guy… we start talking and going on dates…, when we do eventually f.. the first time is very fast…
I usually hope that the next time will be better but it never is. They always apologize after… or they see me as a fk machine and not a person.
I dated a guy few months ago and he was great.. wasn’t the best in bed but I really liked him as a person and was willing to eventually teach him how to please me…
Eventually every conversation he would have with me was about the next thing we’d do in bed, or what we did last time or what he wants to try etc etc.. eventually he never really spoke to me about anything except for what we would be doing in bed.
My ex from years back followed me on social media. His gf saw and she ended it, but reached out to me for info… so during a conversation he and I had he only reached out to me because he really wanted fk and that his gf was bad at it.
Now as much as I love hooking up I have no desire for it because what is the point… only way I got exes to last was drinking.