It all started with a few beers at the family reunion. We do this yearly at a chalet and we eat and drink alot.

We had all gotten together and I had brought a case of beer. My cousin, who I had grown up with, had also brought a few beers of her own.

We had been talking and drinking for a few hours, and the night started to get a little wild.

Before I knew it, my cousin and I had had a few too many beers. We were both feeling a bit buzzed and decided to take a walk to clear our heads. As we were walking, we started to get a little closer. We ended up in a passionate embrace and the next thing I knew, we were in bed together.

My other cousins have already gone home as they got so drunk.

I’m not sure what came over me, but I felt like I was in a trance. I knew that this was wrong, but something inside me just kept saying “do it.” I felt like I was in a dream and I just couldn’t resist. I’m not sure how long we stayed in bed together, but I know that it was long enough for me to realize what I had done.

When I woke up the next morning, I was filled with guilt and shame. I couldn’t believe that I had slept with my cousin. I knew that it was wrong and that it could have serious consequences. I was scared to think about what could happen if anyone found out.

The next few days were a blur. I was so ashamed of myself, and I just wanted to forget what had happened. I tried to stay away from my cousin, but I was too scared to tell anyone. I was ashamed to even think about what I had done.

A few weeks later, I finally mustered up the courage to talk to my cousin about what had happened. We both agreed that it was wrong, but we also agreed not to tell anyone. We both wanted to keep it a secret, and we both wanted to forget about it.

I still feel guilty about what happened. I know that I shouldn’t have done it, and I regret it every day. I also know that it was wrong and that it could have serious consequences if anyone found out. I hope that by keeping it a secret, I can eventually move on and not let it affect my relationship with my cousin.

At the end of the day, I’m not sure if it was wrong or not to sleep with my cousin after we drank too much beer. All I know is that it happened, and I can’t take it back. I’m not sure how I’m ever going to move on from it, but I know that I need to find a way to forgive myself and not let it consume me.

\It was a long and tiring Chinese New Year for me. Loud mahjong noise from my neighbours kept me up all night and I couldn’t get a good night’s rest.

Every night, the mahjong tables were set up in the common area and the noises just didn’t seem to stop.

No matter how much I tried to ignore it, the mahjong noise would just keep getting louder and more persistent. Even when I put earphones on and tried to block out the noise, I still couldn’t get to sleep.

I was so relieved when Chinese New Year finally ended and the mahjong noise stopped. I could finally sleep peacefully without worrying about being kept up all night.

It’s not that I don’t like mahjong; I actually enjoy playing it. But I just don’t like the noise that comes with it. It’s just too loud and it can get quite annoying.

I understand that mahjong is a part of Chinese culture and I respect that, but I just wish that people could play it in a more quiet and respectful way.

I guess it’s just the way things are in my neighbourhood. People here love to play mahjong and they don’t seem to care about how loud it gets. I’ve tried to talk to my neighbours about it but they just don’t seem to understand why it’s a problem.

I’m just glad that Chinese New Year has come and gone and I can finally get some peace and quiet. Now, I can finally get a good night’s sleep without worrying about being kept up all night by the loud mahjong noise.

I’m sure that my neighbours will start playing mahjong again soon, but at least I know that it won’t be as loud and persistent as it was during Chinese New Year. I’m just glad that Chinese New Year is finally over and I can finally get some peace and quiet.

Girlfriend [24F] lied to me [24M] about her history

I’m pretty crushed. I was playing a card game with my SO of 1 year and one card involved going through the other players phone notes. I found something that I was never meant to see.

She’s been keeping a list of all of the people she’s slept with, rating them on their bedroom game, list of people she’s dated, list of her crushes, tons of objectifying and crushing stuff to see. It was much more than she made it out to be too (she lied to me).

When I told her about it she insisted she meant to delete it even though it was fully updated. She insisted she wasn’t lying about things that were right in front of me.

She tried to delude me that what we have is special by lying about how many people she’s dated intimately and how far those went.

If she had told me to begin with it would have been easier. She’s actively compared me to exes and past lovers and I feel totally insignificant in the relationship at the moment.

I feel like this is so fake and that she’s hiding from something and projecting her conquests at me when intercourse is clearly just a game to her.

How do people get over this type of thing? I need advice on how to handle this between us because it’s changed how I look at her. I don’t want to sleep with her anymore. I would especially value if someone’s been here or made lists like this before.